January 2009
Obsession.
Mike Fuentes. Word.<3
I miss you so much.
Yolanda Antonio Juarez. My mother. My best friend. My life. My everything. I miss her so much, I count down the days until she comes back. Life has been so hard without her, I feel its harder to make choices without her. I have no one to go to but her. I could tell her everything. I mean I could still tell her anything, but its never the same over the phone. She’s been gone for almost 2...
Rain rain go away.
The rain is so hard right now, that it woke me up. It’s 5:23am I was having a nightmare too, all I remember were worms :/ Then all I remember was hear the sound of water hitting the earth. I’ve been listening to the rain for like half an hour now, and its soothing. It gives me a sense of safety. I don’t know why though. Yet outside a few seconds ago I heard a police car going by....
Blink-182 Reunion Tour.
Need I say more?
Breathing is a new mentality
I’m done thinking about everything that can, will, or might happen. I trying to live life one day at a time, it’s hard, very hard. I never can help but wonder what would have happened if I did this, or I had done that. I don’t regret anything I’ve ever done, and for me to say that, is pretty big. I’ve done some pretty stupid things, especially before 2007. I’m...
Life is great.
No its not, stop lying to yourself. l;akdfjasldkfjasdlf!
New Years Resolutions:
I didn’t actually have to sit down and think about my new year resolution, it was more like they popped up. They might sound stupid to some people, but accomplishing 1 out of all of the is awesome. Since I’ve obviously had trouble keeping with any of them in the past. 1. Being more open with others. I’m obviously not very open to others. I think it’s more of a trust issue....